Nothing’s ever enough for
anyone! Not even goodness; time and again it needs to be proven; a thankless
virtue that’s ostentatiously expected to lay bare, naked for others to see.
Seeing is believing, isn’t it; mere feeling is not!
There have been very few
books that I’ve liked from the very first pages, very few characters that
have struck so strongly, a chord – the right one, for me to shake hands with and
smile at them instantaneously the moment they were introduced.
“Innocence
must die young if it isn’t to kill the souls of men”
Scobie,
a God fearing man as one can possibly be; not as God fearing as much as God
loving, is an honest policeman in an African state in the times of World War II. His honesty, like always is
seen as a banality to be pitied by others. He’s been passed over for promotion
in the middle of a war. Scobie is content with the banal life that he lives,
the place that he is in but; and there’s always a but! His wife Louise, who he
loved immensely once, cared for, still cares, has gradually turned out to be, rather a
responsibility than the love that once existed. Her inability to make
friends, her happiness is of immediate concern to him more than anything else.
She wants to get away; she terms him as selfish for not being able to arrange
the money to send her away.
Torn in
a turmoil of justness and responsibility, Scobie readily falls into the trap of
Yusef, a smuggler, a crook, a local businessman when he borrows money from him
to send her wife away. And the trap only widens; but anything for the happiness
of his wife.
“It
was a relief to be on board and no longer alone together.”
As Scobie’s wife is away, he
falls hopelessly and sympathetically in love with a dying ship wrecked patient
Helen, much younger to him. What starts as a friendship, soon gets entangled
into the grip of a painful, pitiful love affair.
“What they had both thought was safety proved to have been the camouflage of an enemy who works in terms of friendship, trust and pity.”
Scobie, now torn between his
wife and an indignant lover, has a bigger concern – the answers that he has to
give to the supreme. Very few, have I experienced to possess a soul so pure, such
clarity in thoughts, so determined and conscious in actions, so strong willed.
It’s so difficult to keep sanity intact in the midst of these inexorable, interminable
thoughts that plague the mind; but it’s his heart that wins each time, a heart
I term to be so pure.
Scobie now has to make a
choice, never an easy one, between God and love, loyalty and sin. He is now
derided by his lover as much as he is tested by his despairing wife. He’s
responsible for one and immensely loves the other.
“We
were happy. Doesn’t it seem odd? – we were happy,”
“Yes”
“Why
do we go on like this – being unhappy?”
“It’s
a mistake to mix up the ideas of happiness and love,” Scobie said
“How
often he thought, lack of faith helps one to see more clearly than faith.”
“Well
then,” she said triumphantly, “be hung for a sheep. You are in – what do you
call it – mortal sin? Now. What difference does it make?”
He
thought: pious people, I suppose would call this the devil speaking, but he
knew that evil never spoke in these crude answerable terms: this was
innocence. He said, “There is a difference – a big difference. It’s not easy to
explain. Now I’m just putting out love above – well, my safety. But the other –
the other’s really evil. It’s like the Black Mass, the man who steals the
sacrament to desecrate it. It’s striking God when he’s down – in my power.”
And he, finally in an act of
contrition chooses love over God; he finds God in love. What doesn’t exist won’t
hurt the ones he loves, would it and like the Lord, he sacrifices himself at
the altar of love.
“Despair
is the price one pays for setting oneself an impossible aim. It is, one is
told, the unforgivable sin, but it is a sin the corrupt or evil man never
practises. He always has hope. He never reaches the freezing-point of knowing
absolute failure. Only the man of goodwill carries always in his heart this
capacity for damnation.”
And because I love you so
much Scobie, I detest your wife even more. She calls you selfish; her resentment
seems so shallow when she’s the one who deserted you and came back only to chain
you to responsibility, to gather safety because you were happy with someone
else. You did all that you could and more for her but it didn’t take her much
time to give herself to another when you were gone.
Many would indict Scobie for
what he did, call his damnation, his act of complete contrition as cowardice. I
don’t support it of course but that’s who he was; who am I to stand between him
and God. I envy you Scobie for being able to love so purely.
Like the doctor in ‘Anil’s
Ghost’, like Estha in ‘The God of Small Things’, Scobie stays with me and will
forever. I have closed these books but they stay with me, these great souls; they
for me are men of God. When I sit beside the serene waters of a lake, I’ll
think of you Scobie, the calm that you possessed, the inner turmoil that you
kept hidden from everyone, the sacrifice that you made.
“Why
he wondered, does one ever begin this humiliating process: why does one imagine
that one is in love? He had read somewhere that love had been invented in the
eleventh century by the troubadours. Why had they not left us with lust? He
said with hopeless venom, “I love you.” He thought: It’s a lie, the word means
nothing off the printed page.
“When
he was young, he had thought love had something to do with understanding, but
with age he knew that no human being understood another. Love was the wish to
understand, and presently with constant failure the wish died, and love died
too perhaps or changed into this painful affection, loyalty, pity...”
Thank you Graham Greene for
taking me through this journey with Scobie, for miraculously expressing and
passing on each of your, his thoughts to me.
This book was recommended by
a friend, Giedre and I thank her immensely for introducing me to Graham Greene;
he’s at the top of my favourite’s list now!
My rating: * * * * * * * * * * - 10/10
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