Are we to fear God or love
him?
This novella is about Meursault,
a person indifferent to everything and everyone around him. Having murdered a
person, he faces a trial and is convicted for the homicide. Though the story
builds onto the indifference that the protagonist shows towards society in
general, the essence of the book lies in the last few thought provoking pages,
in his conversation with the priest – his obstinate and unyielding
non-acceptance of God.
The book has raised a lot of
questions in my mind and the inexorable ramblings that it has created strive to find answers.
Indifference – is it
dangerous? Could be! But is it necessarily so? Could I force you to like me,
like anyone, anything? Am I right in doing so – obviously not! What changes in me
if you are indifferent? Is Meursault’s sending away his mother to an old age
home, an act of indifference, couldn’t it be plainly an act of being practical?
The lack of sadness at the loss of his mother, his inability to mourn her
absence isn’t normal, yes. I would personally abhor such a being, but what’s he
to do if he actually doesn’t feel it? Should he enact the perfect mourning? My
mind does say that that’s being less human, as I said earlier not normal, but
maybe he likes to live in the present rather than in the past or the future
like most of us. Am I trying to empathise here or am I holding a mirror to my
feelings, my thoughts with Meursault’s torso in an attempt to comprehend him?
The killing – was that an
act of fear or ruthlessness? Was it the fear of being killed if not kill? He
said the sun was in his eyes and he was tired. Why did he shoot again and again
the motionless body once life had escaped it? Hmmm! That again could have been
fear, right, or was it the sudden impulsive thrill from having pulled the
trigger for the first time? For one, Meursalt for whatever else he was,
wasn't a liar, rather he was a truthful person. His inability to express his thoughts exaggerated each of
his shortcomings. The lack of pity, repentance, tears, his calmness, his
irritating ability to let go is what makes it so hateful. But, aren’t we all,
when we do something wrong, repeatedly asked by our dear ones to get out of it,
to forget it – doesn’t that make Meursault a winner then?
If he was so grotesque a
character, why was he madly loved by Marie or was she insane too?
Does God exist? For me, yes,
for you, I don’t know, but the fact is, if He exists, He exists, whether your
answer is a yes or no. Are we supposed to fear Him or love Him? Why then, like
our parents, like our elders, the priest too forces Meursault to believe in
something he doesn’t. Doesn’t that question the priest’s faith in the first
place? His frustration at not being able to convince Meursault of God’s power,
his presence, his benevolence, his forgiveness is derisive. Does he, the priest
have all the answers just because he’s draped in a cassock and lives in the
supposed house of God? His belief – isn’t it trying if he realizes that
Meursault is created by the same power that created him. Can you, should you
force someone to love a piece of poetry if he or she doesn’t appreciate it?
Isn’t it beautiful by itself or does its essence fade away with the lack of
appreciation of a few?
“I had only a little time
left and I didn’t want to waste it on God”
Am I defending him? No,
definitely not! Does Meursault seem even a bit moral? No. He seems almost a
stranger to himself, to humanity. Then what’s disturbing me? I guess the fact
that I, we expect him to be normal, his acts, his thoughts to be acts of
textbook normalcy is what has irritated me as I advanced to dislike him.
Normalcy, now what’s that?
My rating: * * * * * * * * * * - 8/10
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